Monday, September 27, 2010

I just found out.

So I thought the meeting was tomorrow, but it's next Tuesday. This helps. I seriously thought this was going to be my undoing. I thought that I would blow a gasket. But it's ok. The meeting is next week. I'm tired.

I stand by every choice I've made. "Where you lead, I will follow" has been my unwritten law. I've felt as though God has truly lead me to where I am at this exact moment in life. Don't get me wrong, but I've made mistakes and I know I haven't always acted when I've felt God lead. Now, I feel as though he's taken me to the edge of the new plain. What's up ahead is going to be extraordinary. With this new place, will come freedom. 

My boss asked me today in an otherwise painful conversation if I wanted more autonomy. I knew she was asking this in a rhetorical sense but just now I feel as though God is asking me. "Michael, do you want more autonomy?"

I don't know what this is going to mean but I'm ready to find out. 

au·ton·o·my 

[aw-ton-uh-mee]
–noun, plural -mies.
1.
independence or freedom, as of the will or one's actions: theautonomy of the individual.
2.
the condition of being autonomous; self-government, or theright of self-government; independence: The rebelsdemanded autonomy from Spain.
3.
a self-governing community. 

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

September 22nd, 2010

Today I got a hair cut. Made eggs and toast. Kissed my wife. Drank a mug and a half of coffee. Went to work. It rained a little bit. Grabbed Wendy's for lunch. Spicy chicken. Almost lost my temper. Walked it off. Talked about the future. Communicated. Ate wheat thins while watching a student take a math exam. Felt relief that I wasn't taking the exam.

That brings me to the present. Tonight I plan on going home kissing my wife. Give her a shot. Pray for her healing. Then let the ZZzz's take over from there.

That's my day.
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

title

I wonder what's next. Lately my mind has been drifting to what's coming. I don't know what it is but I can feel it. I know I'm not where I will stay. I know we will be somewhere unbelievable. I just don't know when or where. My mind says "oh well, you're just bored," but my heart responds with a quickened beat. My mind is giving in. It is being renewed.
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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

thoughts

My mind can stop. I can literally go blank. Is that a gift? Or is it a curse? I know I compartmentalize things. I wish I could let me thoughts wander like when I was a child. I wish my imagination could dream up the impossible like it once did. I would like my mind to completely renew itself. I want to see what my soul feels with my mind.

It's possible. I'm almost there...

4 Wheeling Video

Shot with my Incredible (720p) One handed, following my cousin.

Monday, September 6, 2010

wife's toast


jelly is better.
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Saturday, September 4, 2010

4 wheels





Good times had by all.
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yay!

HOLIDAY WEEKEND!
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